This. This is more normal. Even if Yuri's heart gives a disturbing leap into the bars of his ribs. Painfully panicked and disturbingly relieved. But it is. It is more normal. That Victor just takes his hand, and pulls him somewhere, even while asking, like he isn't already moving Yuri wherever he wants Yuri. The fingers that raise to brush away his hair, probably everywhere. Again.
Distracting him briefly with the dark color, passing before his eyes, brushing his skin.
But then Victor apologizes, and Yuri's heart stutters. Stops.
It feels like those words barrel straight through it, lips still pressed as Victor keeps adding words to it. For embarrassing him. For not. Asking for forgiveness, and something hurts, confused, befuddled, not able to believe seconds ago, not wanting to now. When suddenly. He was. He was ... right?
While Victor is smiling, all apologetically pretty, and asking his forgiveness -- "For kissing me?"
He doesn't understand. He doesn't understand anything at all. Definitely why it's suddenly starting to hurt everywhere.
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Date: 2017-04-13 02:13 pm (UTC)Distracting him briefly with the dark color, passing before his eyes, brushing his skin.
But then Victor apologizes, and Yuri's heart stutters. Stops.
It feels like those words barrel straight through it, lips still pressed as Victor keeps adding words to it. For embarrassing him. For not. Asking for forgiveness, and something hurts, confused, befuddled, not able to believe seconds ago, not wanting to now. When suddenly. He was. He was ... right?
While Victor is smiling, all apologetically pretty, and asking his forgiveness -- "For kissing me?"
He doesn't understand. He doesn't understand anything at all.
Definitely why it's suddenly starting to hurt everywhere.