Victor announces he's coming, and that they should think of harder questions, like it's the best game ever. Even though something in his stomach twists and warms all at once, like he was picked and like he was denied the ability to slip off. All at once, a confused flavor, sweet and sour at once. Over something, he admonishies himself, that is completely, absolutely normal. He should have expected it even.
He isn't expecting the hand on his wrist and for one very quick burst he's sure Victor's about to change his mind entirely. That nothing is okay and great and I loved it! and every single word he's uttered since they were standing was all for the cameras, all for the world still watching. The perfect face. The perfect look. It's not okay. None of it was okay. He went further than too far. A universe beyond it.
All of it is gone in seconds, when his shoulders are pressed against a door, them hitting it, while it's hitting closed, and surprised confusion has him looking up into Victor's face. Suddenly. So very suddenly. Right above his. Gloved fingers cupping his cheeks, again, luminous eyes all he can see, and his heart is trying to escape his ribs like it's the only thing it was ever made for. Air deserting him like it was never there to begin with.
Victor's words barely registering, low and smiling -- people, there are people outside, people and cameras waiting, there might be people still in here, the stalls, the showers -- but it's gone as Victor's leaning in (again), those eyes and softest, barely colored eyelashes are closing (again) and he's kissing him (again, again). Victor is kissing him (again, again).
The whole world gone in less than a second. Replaced only with a series of rapid fire shouts. The pressure of his mouth. The softness of his lips. The brush of his bangs.
Things Yuri isn't sure he can even remember outside of the shock of both quick impacts earlier. While his shoulders half lock, but he can't stop his head, himself, from this uncontrollable tip forward, something helplessly confused but also desperately necessary exploding too quickly, and his fingers, his hands, he can't, he doesn't, they press against the door and there's nothing to dig into there, but wood and metal, but it doesn't stop them from trying.
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Date: 2017-04-11 04:36 pm (UTC)He isn't expecting the hand on his wrist and for one very quick burst he's sure Victor's about to change his mind entirely. That nothing is okay and great and I loved it! and every single word he's uttered since they were standing was all for the cameras, all for the world still watching. The perfect face. The perfect look. It's not okay. None of it was okay. He went further than too far. A universe beyond it.
All of it is gone in seconds, when his shoulders are pressed against a door, them hitting it, while it's hitting closed, and surprised confusion has him looking up into Victor's face. Suddenly. So very suddenly. Right above his. Gloved fingers cupping his cheeks, again, luminous eyes all he can see, and his heart is trying to escape his ribs like it's the only thing it was ever made for. Air deserting him like it was never there to begin with.
Victor's words barely registering, low and smiling -- people, there are people outside, people and cameras waiting, there might be people still in here, the stalls, the showers -- but it's gone as Victor's leaning in (again), those eyes and softest, barely colored eyelashes are closing (again) and he's kissing him (again, again). Victor is kissing him (again, again).
The whole world gone in less than a second. Replaced only with a series of rapid fire shouts.
The pressure of his mouth. The softness of his lips. The brush of his bangs.
Things Yuri isn't sure he can even remember outside of the shock of both quick impacts earlier. While his shoulders half lock, but he can't stop his head, himself, from this uncontrollable tip forward, something helplessly confused but also desperately necessary exploding too quickly, and his fingers, his hands, he can't, he doesn't, they press against the door and there's nothing to dig into there, but wood and metal, but it doesn't stop them from trying.