He's fairly sure Yuri isn't having the same argument with himself that he is. Instead of holding back, Yuri is wrapping himself further around him, thighs tight at his hips and calves pressed against his back in a way that Victor finds deeply unfair, knows is going to be burned into his memory for the middle of the night, for all those fantasies he'd set aside since April and that he'd tried to avoid for so long beforehand.
Yuri, coiled around him. Yuri's legs around his waist and Yuri's arms around his neck and Yuri's mouth hard against his, and Victor is only one man, only human, and whatever he'd tried to emulate in Agape, he'd always known it would be out of his reach.
It's all Eros. Yuri's hands tracing over his hair and the back of his neck instead of through the air, the flush on his cheeks from the heat they're generating, not from exertion, the rasp of his breath from Victor, Victor's kisses and touches, not from tossing himself into the air like gravity was a thing that happened to other people. It makes him groan, a hand dropping to Yuri's side, and then hip, as he's shoving up onto the shin of one leg, the other pushing out to brace himself, and it would be easy. It would be better. So simple, to lever them both up and over, to dump Yuri onto the comforter and follow him down, chase that sound all the way to its source.
When he knows he shouldn't. When Yuri is still only a few dozen kisses away from his very first one, and does he even know what he's doing? What he's doing to Victor?
Who has no thought left after that stern reprimand to himself but to chase his mouth over the corner of Yuri's lip, his jaw, his throat. Trying not to crush him, and forgetting, and tightening his arms all over again before he remembers. Trying to keep these kisses light, and forgetting, and running the edge of his teeth along the cord of muscle and pulling at the skin that flutters with his pulse.
Trying to keep his head, and forgetting, and losing himself over and over again, a little longer every time.
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Date: 2017-04-26 05:25 pm (UTC)Yuri, coiled around him. Yuri's legs around his waist and Yuri's arms around his neck and Yuri's mouth hard against his, and Victor is only one man, only human, and whatever he'd tried to emulate in Agape, he'd always known it would be out of his reach.
It's all Eros. Yuri's hands tracing over his hair and the back of his neck instead of through the air, the flush on his cheeks from the heat they're generating, not from exertion, the rasp of his breath from Victor, Victor's kisses and touches, not from tossing himself into the air like gravity was a thing that happened to other people. It makes him groan, a hand dropping to Yuri's side, and then hip, as he's shoving up onto the shin of one leg, the other pushing out to brace himself, and it would be easy. It would be better. So simple, to lever them both up and over, to dump Yuri onto the comforter and follow him down, chase that sound all the way to its source.
When he knows he shouldn't. When Yuri is still only a few dozen kisses away from his very first one, and does he even know what he's doing? What he's doing to Victor?
Who has no thought left after that stern reprimand to himself but to chase his mouth over the corner of Yuri's lip, his jaw, his throat. Trying not to crush him, and forgetting, and tightening his arms all over again before he remembers. Trying to keep these kisses light, and forgetting, and running the edge of his teeth along the cord of muscle and pulling at the skin that flutters with his pulse.
Trying to keep his head, and forgetting, and losing himself over and over again, a little longer every time.